well well

i always say i'm gonna start a real blog. and i guess i usually have the most to say when insomnia hits. or at least that's when i feel like i have relevant things to say. deep insomnia is kinda like being drunk, with a "sounded like a good thing to say at the time" attitude. 

so what is this? part journal maybe? lots of opinions because you know i've got a lot of that... if you know me. if not, how did you get here anyway? 

it took me like 20 minutes just to come up with a name. i guess i almost started a blog a few times because apparently i had 2 blog titles already attached to this email. both included my name tho and i guess i didn't want my name in the title. not that it's really a secret right? if you're here, you probably know me... we've been over this. anyway, i was listening to new found (surprise) and tried like 3 song titles, all taken. i guess other aging pop punk kids like to blog.

i feel like this is terribly boring. i'll get better... promise.